January 2012
Okay, maybe it’s not my last post, but it was my last THOUGHTFUL post. But anyways, I think I want to begin a 366. Since this year is a leap year! (:
I just hope I’d stick to this one unlike my 30 day photo challenge that I still need to finish. :O
Just like the majority of bloggers, I shall conclude my “everything” in my last post of 2011.
It’s just an hour away and my family of my moma, pops, sister, brother, any my two cousins are all sitting in the living room while I’m upstairs writing this one last note. No drinking, no buffet, and no partying. However, there’s a warm electronic fire heating system providing us heat from all the thirty-six degrees blowing outside and the television, phones, and laptops for our entertainment; just keeping us busy until the time flies by into a new year.
If anything, this year has taught me a lot. It has opened my eyes and let me see a whole lot of everything I’ve never seen before. This year has been good to me. Some of my family have gotten closer, I’ve kept all of my great friends, I’ve received wonderful grades, and I have been presented wonderful opportunities for me to take advantage of this next year.
Although, there has been some downfalls. I’ve shed tears, felt roller coasters of emotions and practically went to hell and back. All the while, I’ve laughed for many days and smiled numerous times. And I’m okay with that.
As far as my relationship with Miko goes, I can’t wait to spend another year with him.
And so I’m publishing this with only 42 minutes left on the clock. Even though these last few minutes leaning into the new year won’t change me entirely over night, this whole year will have to see what’s been awaiting. I’m ready for you, 2012. Please be good to me and I promise to do great in everything I do.
Happy New Years! Cheers* (:
December 2011
Hhm….Listen & enjoy this slow jam.
“If he don’t wanna love you, I will. If he don’t wanna be faithful, I will. If he don’t wanna treat you, I will.”
And again, you never fail to disappoint me. Good jooob!
OH NO. I forgot all about my 30 day challenge again and it ends today! Hhm, I think I’m just gonna take a bunch of pictures today. (:
I don’t know what I did or have done to deserve the things you do to me. You’ve cheated on me, lied to me, hidden things from me, and several other things that I no longer wish to know. And you expect me to simultaneously accept the fact you really have nothing to hide and have the will power to reveal anything I want to know? WHAT THE FUCK is all that shit I had or just went though? Tell me that, sweetie, because I don’t see how you’re making any sense. If you damn right had nothing to hide, why didn’t you tell me all of this before hand, darling? I don’t get it. I really don’t because if I have to ask you what’s been up or find out what’s been going on, you’re definitely not a damn open book, boy.
Oh, and it’s real funny how you’ve been accusing me of having a fling with my bestfriend when you’re the one who cheated on me; YOU’RE THE ONE WHO KISSED JUSTINE THE DAY AFTER YOUR DAMN BIRTHDAY. A great present for you, I must add since it was your first kiss and all. I don’t know about ya’ll, but that’s a pretty bittersweet memory, huh?
Puttin’ dis hurr fo now. I still have a whole album to download.